Trying

Trying to keep the tears, trying to suppress them but I can not see how what you love away from you, see the suffering and pain slowly running with you and you helplessly watch as your dreams are broken into pieces , no, no, I can not do anything, I think I can, but not the pain and suffering that hole in which I am now, are destroying me, I've been so long in the dark, who fear the light and lose it all, forgive me not like me in what I have become, but I was not that I chose well, I do not want your hand, that no longer trust you, no no, but thank you, bitch life hit me so hard, every day I get stronger and smarter than yesterday coda see that I do mourn and hit me think I'll remove the desire to walk in life and die but I'm not here but me you stab the heart day after day.